| A Minister's Praises |
| O God, my
exceeding Joy, Singing thy praises uplifts my heart, for
thou art a fountain of delight, and dost bless the soul that joys in
thee. But because of my
heart’s rebellion I cannot always
praise thee as I ought; Yet I will at all
times rest myself in thy excellences, goodness, and
loving-kindness. Thou art in Jesus
the object of inexpressible joy, and I take exceeding pleasure in
the thought of thee. But Lord, I am
sometimes thy enemy; my nature revolts and wanders
from thee. Though thou hast
renewed me, yet evil corruptions urge me
still to oppose thee. Help me to extol
thee with entire heart-submission, to be diligent in
self-examination, to ask myself whether I am truly
born again, whether my spirit is
the spirit of thy children, whether my griefs are
those that tear repenting
hearts, whether my joys are
the joys of faith, whether my confidence
in Christ works by love
and purifies the soul. Give me the sweet
results of faith, in my secret character, and in my
public life. Cast cords of love
around my heart, then hold me and never let me go. May the
Saviour’s wounds sway me more than the sceptre of
princes. Let me love thee in
a love that covers and swallows up all, that I may not violate my chaste
union with the beloved; There is much
unconquered territory in my nature, scourge out the buyers and
sellers of my soul’s
temple, and give me in return pure
desires, and longings after
perfect holiness. |